Post 2: Let's Recap...

     Ok so now that we are done with Crime and Punishment (heck to the yes), it's time to dive into what stood out. I found, that the main character Raskolnikov, was probably the most quotable character in the novel (personal opinion y'all). I felt with him, that it was extremely easy to disagree and argue with him, yet follow his story line and at times feel bad for him. 

     So the quote that I chose to talk about, actually comes from the recently read Epilogue. It is one of the quotes that falls into the "I really hate this character and most of the things that he says, and what he has just said just ticks me off in all aspects" area. 

     It reads, "'Really, what is it about my deed that they find so hideous?' he asked himself. 'That it was evil?" My conscience is untroubled. Yes of course a criminal act has been committed; yes of course the letter of the law had been violated and blood's been shed--- so take my head for the letter of the law...' the only crime that he acknowledged: that he hadn't coped and turned himself in."

     I just don't understand how he could be in prison serving his sentence in awful conditions, and think to himself that his only crime was not coping with the murders. As a class I want to talk about what has changed within Raskolnikov and what hasn't. Meaning, he was able to humble himself for a brief while, during his confession to Ilya, and even his trial. But all of that "essence" where did it go? Obviously his pride is a big deal to him, but he is in the lowest of low situation, you'd think that it would click in his head something about not being all high and mighty always. 

     Well until next time I guess y'all!

    

Post 1: What am I?

"The Performer"

Extravert(12%) Sensing(22%) Feeling(66%) Perceiving(41%)

I totally agree with the ESFP placement. The explanation that they provide for what ESFP, is so spot on for what I am that it is actually quite scary. 

     I love when they say that "the spontaneous, impulsive nature of this type is almost always entertaining." I personally love making people laugh and smile, and I feel that the best way to do this is by always being spontaneous! Spontaneous nature just allows for you to be who you truly are without trying to think about what others think of you and then act that way. I mean, who cares what others think? If I want to be who I am, live in the moment, and be spontaneous, well then you can bet your darn tootin that, that is what I am gonna do. 

     Another one of my favorite lines is, "Social gatherings are an energy boost to these 'people' people." I love being with people and having fun with them out-and-about. There is just something about being with a group and having a ball that makes me feel like I can hike Mt. Doom in one day you know? 

     However, I am not too into the ideas of new trends or new fashion like they say I am. Who cares about the newest way to rip a shirt in the name of fashion and why is everybody pouring ice on their heads? You will see me in a teeshirt with jeans living under a rock as per usual, and not all of this "Trendiness".

     I think out of everything though this quote is the best one for me, "ESFPs love to talk to people about people. Some of the most colorful storytellers are ESFPs. Their down-to-earth, often homespun wit reflects a mischievous benevolence." I feel though, that not only are ESFPs good storytellers, they can tell when a story is bad. That is one of the best traits that I think being an ESFP has, because I rarely ever find myself reading a poorly told story (yes, even most school related books have good stories... minus The Pearl that just sucked).

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     On a little more serious note, I have my favorite affirmation solicitation page. It was written by my best friends mom (basically my second mother), who is someone that basically is family. My favorite line written by her is, "Her smile is sincere and genuine, just like her personality, and the transparency of who she is draws others close to her."